Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Studying for Step 1

Here I am again. Studying - again. This time it's for the first part of the Board exam. Hopefully, I will pass it and then I will be a 1/3 MD. But, it is so sunny and summery outside. And I am feeling summery. I can't sit here anymore. I feel this delusional sense of optimism - like everything is going to be okay. Like, why should I burn myself out worrying over this exam? It's just an exam and I really don't care. As long as I pass.... I just want to be in the country right now, sitting under a glorious tree, glowing with love for the world.
I feel a rush. I'm going to be a doctor. And it's going to be great!